JADED.

i wonder why people have to sing their own praises to make themselves feel good? like here, at my family dinner just now, my aunt came up to my sister, my cousin and i and went:

"my hair nice right? i just styled it."

cue in blank stares to her and knowing glances between ourselves.

"i know now a little flat la, but it has been one whole day already. the customers at the shop says that it's really nice. they like my hair and how i do my make up and my clothes..."

and she walks off.

i mean come on, we're not interested. and this is not the only time. she's like this always.

so, what's with people and their insecurities?

it's something that everyone has and it's something that everyone handles differently. some like my aunt, has to tell how other people has complimented her, or actually is claims to.

others purge others with theirs or they keep on asking things bout themselves like,
"how do i look? is it fine?"

then there are those who complain bout others;

and those who compare themselves.

well, for me i wail to my sister, yes, i wail. haha.

okay, but that's seldom.

okay. i just read back.
why am i talking bout this? so whatever.

i must be truly agitated. too many people doing that first two things. vommiting onto me and comparing themselves and gives oneself compliments.

so yeah.

i'm so happy.
i just got the best deals ever! guerlain, stilla and ysl makeup for below ten bucks apiece. HAHA. damn cool. i'm so happy that i know luxasia people! haha.

and you know what? i don't even have to pay for them! yep! ((:

hmm, fake eyelashes seem tres cool. i tried some like yonks ago. like for this dressy up halloweenish party. it was those really long asymetrical ones. like triangular and long and feathery. it was really fun. haha. but i want some normal ones this time.

and, no this is so not crystin like becoming. i swear i'm:

one) not that superficial.
two) not that bimbotic.
three) don't spend tonnes of money on them and then just keep them or throw them away

okay i don't see how's that relevent, but i wanted a nice number.

okay that was kinda bimbotic, but whatevs.

and, fre, i know what you're think right now after you read this:

"same old manda.." ((:
haha.

okay, i should go. it's a very nonsensical post indeed. so yeah.

nighty night.

damn man. i think i've got half my appetite back. that's so sad! i want no appetite again! haha.

okay, you know what? ignore this post. i'm just being very manja and whingey. so yeah.

xoxo.